January 2010
I hate taking pills daily
Calcium
Multivitamin
Folic Acid
Naproxen x2
And I hate giving myself shots.
Enbrel x2 weekly
Methotrexate once weekly
NOT RIGHT
I want to have a real New Years party; I haven’t since I was eight or nine and that was my first. I want the corny streamers and hats and little crackers you pull to watch things shoot out the ends. I want the crazy silly string fights in the driveway and the friends laying out on the couch.
Last year I was alone and broken in a dark hotel room and this year I am alone and more pensive than...
I am getting chills listening to Sarasate’s Carmen Fantasy. I’m not too big on many concertos but every second of this one twists things in my heart and send them shooting to my fingertips.
My little cousin was watching some of the youtube video of the piece with me and he hugged me and buried his face in my hair and my shirt and smelled me for a while and said “Lauren, I missed...
December 2009
I want to build a fort.
kerstinadams:
Out of pillows and sheets. :) And then read inside until I fall asleep.
STORY OF MY LIFE!
I want to watch The Sixth Sense in a fort so badly. I’d be so scared haha but it would be worth it.
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Coincidences today and other happenings.
My GPOYW is on my new camera so I won’t be able to put it on here until I get back home, but picture me grinning super big with a stegosaurus behind me and black boots, grey tights, and a purple sweater over a turquoise jacket. Yeah.
Anyway this morning I went to the International Spy Museum and did a mission which was fun but during this one part...
katieepaulson:
Paranormal Activity wasn’t even scary. Babies.
I couldn’t even watch most of it, ahahah
Tonight
was the best night I have had in a long time, super shaky and jittery excited driving to Trenton to see Texas In July and meeting Adam in the venue and talking to him and hanging out with him and his band members all super nice to me and me smiling like NO OTHER the entire entire night, taking pictures. Adam and I had only talked through text/online before so in person was perfect, and seeing him...
Last thing.
I’m thinking of snare drums, Brand New actually a fill in Millstone and man, drums are so attractive to me like the way a guys’ smile makes me smile and warm and feel great about my day, I am so attracted to drums and the movements and the snares against the drum head and the low tom and clean cymbals.